In this first PUBcast series, for 12 weeks we have been reflecting on the possible meanings of #selfdesign in a challenging production and distribution scenario through six podcasts and a bonus track. Learning from radical and embodied environments, inhabiting sweet resistance and vulnerability, unfolding economic structures that shape creative practices, navigating fictional narratives to question our roles in design education, liquifying gender, performing and exploring diasporic rhythms, melting in paradoxical realities